The duty of a "father"

- You live in the past
- You never provide
- What you say you never fulfill
- 600 bucks a month, you can't even buy lunch?
- Go on condemning us.
- You agree to "What you say is what you declare" yet you call us or rather me stupid,useless,never wished u had me
- You said you were never proud of us
- You hate us
- You failed your role
- You can never wait
- I try not to hate u. But now yes
- Your money for your own
- You never participate in anything. Even the new house, you don't even want to care. What you do? Play with your phone. Nice

I can go on and on but. It's pointless. Sigh, i hate you
A father's role is to provide and care for the family.
Looks like its only Mum that is doing everything...
Im trying to spend less.

My miserable life.. :|

D

Im just the same like u.. Not capable, poor, and is just an exact piece of junk!

Restart

I decided to start blogging again. Just feel like typing about things that happen to me, or around me or with me.
Study life has never been easy. It's as hectic as ever. Despite the many piles of assignments, there is always still time for fun. No?
So recently life has been just so so for me. New semester is starting in one week time. Gotta prepare for a tough semester because i'm retaking subjects that i've failed during my first semester. "Oh dear lord,guide me and give me wisdom to go do well in the coming semester"

Photography keeps me busy when i'm free. Covered some "unpaid" event like my grandfather's birthday dinner, Megan's birthday dinner, took some photo's for Bryan's French friend, here and there. Every photo i take is a learning step for me. I want to learn and learn as much as i can so one day i will achieve to be what i want :)

Fishing.. Finally a thought in mind is turning to reality because i'm going to Tasik Kenyir for fishing :) It has always been a dream for me to go there! Thank you mum! :) I bought a new set of fishing tackle too. Bought a new Daiwa 3500 Crossfire and a the awesome Ugly Stik Shakespear Fishing rod which is the one and only brand that can be bent 180 degrees!. I feel so happy and excited. Its approximately 1 month before i go there to conquer the Mighty Giant Snakehead!

That's all for today..
Goodnight

Passed =D

I passed!
I passed!

After two horrible failures
which really brought me down
Hehe.
Thank God
That i now passed. =) So happy, can't wait to drive. xD Be it with parents or without haha.
Now have to wait for my license hehe...
*HAPPYY* ..
=D

A meaningful gift.
,
will always cherish it
,
even though it is
,
handmade.
,
plus
,
it came with a note.
-Songs of solomon

Compeuter-Errorsss

Got so many registry error,all caused by viruses.. Top is my com. 700+ errors.

Tada, king of registry errors. 8k ++, Moms laptop.!! =.=" Scanned the other day..

Wanted to blog about this one but forgot, today only got the pics from my thumbdrive hehe..

Pictures..

It was quite some time I didnt blog dy hehe..Was very busy with assignments and preparation for finals. Today was very happy with my team's presentation. Got full marks for it. =) So happy hehe, and i joined the Charis Disaster Relief team. =). I joined to help the world, hehe and for God's glory. Leme share with u guys some pictures. Hehe not many.

Doctor Patrick showing us how to use this equipement. Erm, i forgot what izit called, =.=!I was being used as model lol, we were also taught how to tie bandages for arms, leg, n head. Hehe. It was fun all in all. =)

Sigh upset.
Failed twice.
=(....
So damn upset...

Now I realize I don't like doing group work with YOU!!





















































































Sighs.

Pissed off.

Today is just some crappy day for me. Went to college as usual, then one of my fren asked me about the IT project.. I said lets discuss it with the others la. So when we were discussing, no one were paying attention. They were all pushing duties here and there ' You do lah, you do lah, anything lah.' What the hell la.. A group of 6 and only 2 is doing the work?! I honestly hate this kind of group members. Not to say they are my friends. zz. So I told them off. I got pissed off thats why. Then came home. Someone asked me where was some cd in the laptop.. I didnt know, so I went up to my room looking for it and coincidently I found a cd on my table. So I put it in my com drive to check wether is it the Cd she was looking for. Fyi my com is old, drive is not working properly already so it may take some time to load. Not even 1 min, she started screaming at me like im bloody deaf and like 1000miles away from her. Just to ask me wether is it the CD..Bloody hell, wait lah for goodness sake..!. Then starts scolding me like dono what.. zz.. Anyway, then my old school friend, chat with me in msn.. Piss me off like hell man, with his stupid blinky bling bling font, 1st it blinds my eye, 2nd its damn annoying, 3rd I hate it. So i asked him to put it on caps. Then, came the damn annoying part, I asked him wether what are you doing now as in studying or working la,
Guess what he answered..
Let me show u the chat history...

6/23/2009		10:14:49 PM		unknow		[c=7]Justin[/c]		HOW IS YOUR COLLEGE
6/23/2009		10:15:47 PM		[c=7]Justin[/c]		unknow		good.. wad u doing now? in college
6/23/2009		10:22:22 PM		unknow		[c=7]Justin[/c]		DOING IT
6/23/2009		10:22:36 PM		unknow		[c=7]Justin[/c]		YOU DOING WHAT IN YOUR COLLEGE
6/23/2009		10:23:14 PM		[c=7]Justin[/c]		unknow		wth.. i ask u what are u doing la... doing it. =.= as in wat? u working? college?
6/23/2009		10:23:36 PM		unknow		[c=7]Justin[/c]		NO I SLEEP
6/23/2009		10:23:53 PM		[c=7]Justin[/c]		unknow		............
6/23/2009		10:24:03 PM		[c=7]Justin[/c]		unknow		go lah.. tired ah taking to u.

Blue is him, green is me.
Then he asked me something like, 'what u doing now? not go clubbing or sing k, ah.. need to study one meh? '
I answered him la. 'WTF my whole life is just not on socializing la.. i need to study and go to college one la.. what clubbing, at night go out yum cha with frens, I got family one also okay!!.. dammit...
See what he replied me.. I can die already.

6/23/2009		10:27:44 PM		unknow		[c=7]Justin[/c]		Y SO FIRE I JUST SAY FOR FUN ONLY
6/23/2009		10:28:04 PM		unknow		[c=7]Justin[/c]		DO NOT TAKE IT SO SERIUS
6/23/2009		10:28:13 PM		unknow		[c=7]Justin[/c]		UNTIL YOU FAINT
6/23/2009		10:28:36 PM		[c=7]Justin[/c]		unknow		Its not fun la!.
6/23/2009		10:28:57 PM		[c=7]Justin[/c]		unknow		Filter before u say something.. Dont say without thinking..
6/23/2009		10:29:35 PM		unknow		[c=7]Justin[/c]		ACCUTALY I NEVER THINK BECAUSE MY MINE IS IN ASSIGMENT
6/23/2009		10:29:49 PM		unknow		[c=7]Justin[/c]		I TALK TO TO HAVE AND IDEA ONE
6/23/2009		10:30:20 PM		[c=7]Justin[/c]		unknow		what assignment? sigh
6/23/2009		10:30:56 PM		[c=7]Justin[/c]		unknow		if you never think before u say something, i tell u, u are gonna piss tons of people off! ..
6/23/2009		10:31:45 PM		unknow		[c=7]Justin[/c]		I WAS RESERCHING THE NEW WINDOW OS
6/23/2009		10:31:58 PM		unknow		[c=7]Justin[/c]		WHICH THAT IS WINDOW 7 BETA
6/23/2009		10:32:28 PM		[c=7]Justin[/c]		unknow		yes la windows 7.. are u in college now?
6/23/2009		10:32:41 PM		unknow		[c=7]Justin[/c]		NO AT HOME
6/23/2009		10:32:50 PM		unknow		[c=7]Justin[/c]		WHY YOU INTERESTED
6/23/2009		10:33:55 PM		[c=7]Justin[/c]		unknow		I mean are you in college or not la..
6/23/2009		10:34:18 PM		[c=7]Justin[/c]		unknow		can u learn to use commas and fullstop? sigh
6/23/2009		10:34:20 PM		unknow		[c=7]Justin[/c]		no but morning yes
6/23/2009		10:34:48 PM		[c=7]Justin[/c]		unknow		DEI!..
6/23/2009		10:34:53 PM		[c=7]Justin[/c]		unknow		i din ask u what time la..
6/23/2009		10:34:55 PM		unknow		[c=7]Justin[/c]		hey not commas but commer
6/23/2009		10:35:39 PM		[c=7]Justin[/c]		unknow		i ask are u in college already? u shud answer yes la, and tell me wad college la... so hard to answer that damn question meh? u dont understand me izit.. U want me to speak in bloody kindergated english izit..
6/23/2009		10:35:42 PM		[c=7]Justin[/c]		unknow		=.=
6/23/2009		10:36:20 PM		[c=7]Justin[/c]		unknow		IT IS COMMAS! NOT COMMER!
6/23/2009		10:36:26 PM		[c=7]Justin[/c]		unknow		=.=""

And i was like pissed off and annoyed the whole day.. Sigh.
I need to cool down 2mr.. ^^

Vignetting.

Now only I know what is vignetting. =.=.

It is dark corners produced by all type of lens.

In photography and optics, vignetting is a reduction of an image's brightness or saturation at the periphery compared to the image centre. Means like the picture above =)..

Still not sleeping hehe..
Nope..
Not sleeping yet..

FUN FUN FUN..
The FUN never stops..
And It gets more and more FUN every time.
FUN!

External Flash.

Recently just got my external flash unit. 3rd party de. Hehe. 470 bucks. so exp. =.=

Im happy with it haha.. cant wait to actually go out to test it.. =)

I wanna go shooting le.. Tine ah,when u wan go ask Peracis along oso.. then i can teach her hdr haha..!!! And u can use ur macro.. ^^ Go test it fast and kaw kaw then buy it lol..

Thank you mami for buying me this... =) I owe u too much dy.. ^^ haha

OCTI OCTO
OCTO OCTI
OCTI OCTI
OCTO OCTO
OCCTOOOO
OCTIIIIIIIII
OCTIES

Pictures of mua holeedays.

After a tiresome day doing assignments and work, I finally have time to BLOG hehe. It's going to be pics only hehe. I shall let the pictures talk.

At the ferry going to the mainland.

My eyes so small....

Then had the famous cendol. ^^Then went to St.George church. It was super duper mega hot dat day. =(

Then I shot someone with this gun and?,

Ended up in jail.. =(

The next day after hiking went to have durians for lunch.. mm yummy.

Super dupper yummy... Then went back to hotel to swim cause it is so hot.. So i started spraying water in the pool. Hehe then,Took a picture of us 3 together. Hehe then,Kicked Nelson into the pool. HAHA!!!Then at night something bad happened to me again, got salt water all over MY D90!! gah!! stupid wave splashed the wall, went up to like 10 feet above the wall.. Stupid!!. this was what i got when i was running for my camera's life hahaNext day went to Botanical garden, saw this python, so took a pic of it. Quite agressive lol this snake. =Then saw some bonsai trees on display, actually there were competitions of the most beautiful bonsai tree. Well some were huge,some were tiny, hmm pity the trees. The owners stunt the trees n tie it with wires lol.. for the shapes.. Guess how big is this bonsai tree, Hehe..

After Mid Term

Mid term holidays is over already, time flies when we are having fun, no?. In college now blogging cause class hasn't started yet and now its only 11am. Class starts at 1. Sigh, and im getting back my IMC paper today.. Hehe feeling excited for my 1st exam paper. Gosh i hope that i did well.. =.
I think i didn't do well for my writing and my sociology paper. =( sigh, we, I mean my whole intake were give extra class for the next 2 weeks for writing cause "the notice" says that we didn't do well in the exam. =(
Well it's going to be a long week ahead. And I need you, cause time crawls.. grrr

Holidays

Wee, Just came back from Penang. Enjoyed every second there. The food, the activities, the hot sun, the sea, the beach, the pool, everything. Hehe. My family n I did stuff we didn't do the last time we came to Penang. We went to Teluk Bahang, and hike lol. Who would go hike in Penang..? Hehe.. well i would. We hiked at the Penang national park. Hiked all the way to the other side of the island, then reached a meromictic lake. Oo sounds interesting doesnt it?. Actually no, its really lame, its a lake which have 2 different temperature, one cold one hot. =.= Geddit? It's a mixture of fresh water and salt water, and then the density of the salt water is bla bla bla... something like that la.. The forest ranger said that in Malaysia only got one. And the other nearest lake is in australia, there is like only 19 of these kind of lake in the world, Haha.. Well it's something new to me.
Anyway, then we continued our journey to the TURTLE BEACH.! where we were suppose to see turtles, apparently we were not notified that turtles only come up at night.. Haha i knew that. So sadly there wasnt any turtles there. But! we saw people collecting turtle eggs.. The hole is like 2 meters deep. Omg. I didnt knew that and an ordinary female turtle can lay up to 100-150 eggs lol according to the people that were harvesting the eggs.. Something new again. =).
We had durians after the tiring hike. It's durian season now! Durian lovers go hunt for durians. Hehe.. Oh must try the ganja durian, BIG AND TASTY!.. Hehe...i shall only talk about the exciting part of my holeeday. Hehe. Sigh, tomorrow got college.. =( bro and sis can pig for another 1 week. Yer so nice. I oso wan.
Hmm so fast end of my 1 week holiday. Ah! another holiday coming. ^^ going to Vietnam.
hehe pics i'll upload it later. HAHAHA! ttfn

1st driving lesson

So funny wei,
forward,reverse
forward,reverse.
Go out to main road dy.. then drive drive drive.. HAHA!! when it comes to traffic light..
I rush lol. So?
Kereta mati la.. haha..
got one time i was infront and it turned green.. Poof! *dead*
Behind i can hear like soo many honks haha..
So by the time i start up the car and move?, its already orange n the others behind all stuck lol... Again.! haha. Looking forward to the next lesson..xD

!HAHAHA!
Christine actually suggested to cut like this one haha... Then
I decided to do it haha.. Had fun talking with the hairdresser lol.
I didnt knew what kind of line to cut lol.. I was like this leh? that leh? haha.. then i say. Hmm, u help me just cut some cool lines la.. xD
So the lines wasnt my choice lol. It was the hairdresser's choice..Looks okay rite? Hehe parents also agree LOL...
Oh funny thing is went home, was expecting Megan to give a huge n big reaction. Then,nothing.
After CE class then go home fetch her out for makan Then!, then only she look at me with *horrified face..
"Wahhh!! so Yeng one U!!/??"
Haha dam funny wei, den she skip around the house telling wei! Justin new hair so yeng la... more yeng than nelson rofl..!!! haha. had a good laugh that time. N had a great time vacuming whip cream too..xD.