I need a change.

I need a change,
*cries to God
Dear Lord Jesus,thank you for keeping me safe always,thank you for giving me a good family,thank you for good health, thank you for my friends,thank you for church and thank you for every single thing that u place in my life.Father God I pray lord that you make a change in me lord.God you are always great. I dont want to be the same old Justin. God I want you here with me lord,to help me change. I want a new life,i dont want to be ignorant to the world for i know lord that being like this is not going to take me anywhere.Lord i ask of you lord that you would help me be more independant and instead of always be dependant on other people. Jesus i pray too lord that you would help me be more mature in my thoughts. I am already Eighteen years old lord, and at times im still thinking like an eight year old. Jesus!! Help me..
God, ask of you once more Lord to help me,help me change. I really have the desire to change lord. Clean my spirit lord..Give me a new spirit and help me start new and walk in your path. Lord you hold me with your right hand you guiding me through my entire life. When i fall down you pick me up. When i am dry you fill my cup.
Father, you are the only person i can seek for help lord, Amen.

Grieve: John 16:20
I tell you the truth, you will weep and mourn while the world rejoices. You will grieve. But your grief will turn to joy.

*Yes i wept.

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising up again I bless Your name
You are my all in all
When I fall down You pick me up
When I am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name.

My Jesus and My Bible is what i need..

Solar Eclipse

There will be a solar eclipse on the 26th of January which is the first day of Chinese New Year.
The eclipse starts at around 4.59pm in the late afternoon and ends at around 5.52 pm..Maximum Eclipse will happen at sunset around 5:49pm signaling the end of the partial phase as well as the event. So..look west and hope that the sky would be clear and not cloudy....enjoy a free show from the moon and the sun.. =)

Money Money...

Grrr...after so long...now only recieve my pay...a total of RM189..haha...why 189 u ask?
Because...i collected a total of 189 pieces of survey's from the edu fair...super tiring but worth my effort to grab as many customers as possible... ^^
Oh and my pay came in an ang-pao too... so nice...
haha the angpao oso got my name on it...lol.. *i got this the last 3 days...haha...wanted to blog bout it wan..but P P P..haha
now im waiting for my January pay le...sigh say want to pay me today wan...but sadly no. =(
So..So...tomorrow im gonna go bug them to pay me..IN CASH!! haha...i so demanding lol...cannot be lidat..must ask nicely ah.. =)..
Im addicted to Milo kaw kaw now.. =I always drink..haha...thanks to Ivan.. ^^

Broga.

Lol..today i woke up at 4am just to see sunrise at semenyih at Broga Hill..=)
Wahh when u go there ah i tell u dark like dono what lidat,cant even see your own hand LOL..Anyway, we started our journey at 6am.Walked tru some kampung area,hey they plant so many lemongrass =).. Ah me and my mom so clever,alreadi know ppl doing midnite hike shud bring torch la.But instead,reach there onli say forgot to bring..T_T, *skips the long story* haha...
7.10 We reached the real peak..Hey the hill there ah,got 4 false peak leh all cant see sunrise one haha...no pix wor.. =.=.
And so i sat down,seeing rays poping out of the clouds..
And My first picture of the day..is.....is........is..............is.s..........................
This>> Not realli up yet the sun..but the sun is coming la...Come see more of what i've taken before going to the next scene haha. Oh...its all around the same angle...haha...seems like no diff for u ppl rite who are reading..But there is... Stare in the Picture haha!!

So Cloudy...T_T.....and around er...7.30 like that...can start to see the clouds burning dy...
See
Two Colours before Burning..hoho...i didnt photoshop or whatever shop it le..only increase the saturation and contrast haha..

Burn Fool Burn!! LOL
Some of the photographer's there haha.....

The sun is out in B&W
The egg...not so nice tho..
And thats for the sunrise.. =) Thanks for watching..
Oi!! got more la...
hehe
Some paddy plants that cover's the whole hill from top to bottom it was very nice. It looks like waves when the strong wind blew. And oh ya...the wind was freakishly strong lol...like going to blow me away haha..But it didnt, the wind lost..hoho
oh it seems like the uploader failed me...T_T
nevermind..ill upload it when im free again... =)
Arghh...stupid uploader....failed on me twice...stupidnyer
sish i'll upload more later...so angry..!!!
!!!
Hah...finally worked...hmm where did i stop? oh yeah some lalang plant..actually they are not paddy lol..i just found out.
Some lalang against the clouds..The cloud looks like an explosion,, ^^
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Ah...this is how broga looks like...hardly see any of this kind of hill in msia? haha...when u are there it makes u feel that u are in some foreign country =)
I like the trails man...the ferns are as tall as me LOL...and imagine walking tru that early in the morning 6.30am... =p
The uploader failed me again...T_T

Left 4 dead (office) ??

Weee...played l4d at work lol...luckily i sit behind the cam..hehe...shh dont tell boss ah =)
hmm just nw when i reached the office..,,a Phone call!! ring ring ring...ran to pick up the phone later then conversation goes like this
Justin: Hello *** how can i help you?
Anon: Hello good morning, do u u laptop?
Justin: Er..i beg ur pardon?
Anon: U company llaptop?
Justin: Excuse me i can't get what are u saying. Can you say it slower?
Anon : Okay. Doyoulaptop?mp3?printer?can u araB?
Justin: ..er im sorry i still dont get what u are saying but anyway today we are off!
Anon: $@$#!@

I was like wtg...he speak like do what lidat..summore the line like want to break up dy summore...hmm like a u know.. a cd player playing a cd full of scratches? Ah..like that la...so dumb...summore say me idiot then tut tut tut...
Wee..finally in office can hav abit of freedom..
Going to play L4D during lunch again...
I have no life haha..

1st time..!!

Today 1st time kena "shoo" from the bus..i mean the stupid bus was actually waiting for the traffic lights to turn green, but dont want to let us in and said what u know? u know what the driver said? ..hoho...fantastic man..He asked me to "belah la engkau!!" wa 1st time man..1st time i hear that from a bus driver.Then then i wanted to say "Efff" to him wan haha...but aiya dowan la..i good boy haha..

2nd incident#
First time i waited for half and hour for a train...tiga puluh minit tau?, 30 mins? omg...so long...
anyway...it was a boresome day...2mr i need to work...what the efff...only 2 of us in d office..haha its going to be both fun and boring. Fun is,i can use all the mac i want in the office and weee,the sad thing is i have to sit there to key in data again...sish,anyone wanna come join me? teman me maybe?
And saturday i have to work...Arghh!!!...really must say eff dy...very angry dy..LOL..

Surprised

=.= Today was super sleepy man...only slept 3hrs then go to work dy..so gay but got and extra hour sleep in the car while daddy is fetching bro to school haha..so syok..
At work,im suppose to key in some crap data la..the edu fair surveys into my company's DB ..no name mention haha...i was like a zombie..so like "pun sei Pun sei" lidat
But then...
But then..
listen...
But..
I said But u know,,
someone gave me a surprise.. =) so nice..
But no name mentioned la..surprise la ur not suppose to know from who T_T
the person brightened up my day by doing some cool stuff to my blog. =) So cool man... the person even knows my quote haha =)
and knows what i want as a prezzie too..eee,hmm the person deserve a gift from me..
i Need to supply drugs again..haha...
But have to go now... =) im working u know..i dont wanna get 10 10 Bucks penalty..LOL
Bye

1.40am

Si,Christine forced me to start a blog. Actually alot of people asked me to start blogging one,but i didnt. They say i got so much crap to talk in school,church,home practically everywhere la...so gay and it would be amusing la they say. So anyway..i shall start to blog. tis instant at midnite.. But i wanna sleep 1st..Thanks to Christine for d beautiful header..haha... =)