I need a change.

I need a change,
*cries to God
Dear Lord Jesus,thank you for keeping me safe always,thank you for giving me a good family,thank you for good health, thank you for my friends,thank you for church and thank you for every single thing that u place in my life.Father God I pray lord that you make a change in me lord.God you are always great. I dont want to be the same old Justin. God I want you here with me lord,to help me change. I want a new life,i dont want to be ignorant to the world for i know lord that being like this is not going to take me anywhere.Lord i ask of you lord that you would help me be more independant and instead of always be dependant on other people. Jesus i pray too lord that you would help me be more mature in my thoughts. I am already Eighteen years old lord, and at times im still thinking like an eight year old. Jesus!! Help me..
God, ask of you once more Lord to help me,help me change. I really have the desire to change lord. Clean my spirit lord..Give me a new spirit and help me start new and walk in your path. Lord you hold me with your right hand you guiding me through my entire life. When i fall down you pick me up. When i am dry you fill my cup.
Father, you are the only person i can seek for help lord, Amen.

Grieve: John 16:20
I tell you the truth, you will weep and mourn while the world rejoices. You will grieve. But your grief will turn to joy.

*Yes i wept.

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising up again I bless Your name
You are my all in all
When I fall down You pick me up
When I am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name.

My Jesus and My Bible is what i need..